Do you ever look at other women with a touch of envy? I do. Actually it’s more like I wish I were more like her in some little way. I am stuck between wanting to accept myself as is, good and bad, flaws and all or the part of me that wishes I had “her” style and could pull of certain outfits, or time management skills or her ability to have a spotless house despite working out 7 days a week and working. I wish I had more style, like I went to Target in more than jeans and a tee, looking put together, yet effortless. Do I remain as is, and accept myself or strive to be better more like the women I admire.
I am a procrastinator, like really bad. Especially with things I don’t enjoy. While I accept this is me, I would like to change it. But how? How do I change a core part of ME?
I did mention my weird introspective funk, right?